Samia Longchambon may radiate confidence on the cobbles – but the Corrie beauty has struggled with panic attacks since the age of 11.
The actress knows only too well how debilitating anxiety can be and is now training to become a cognitive behavioural therapist in a bid to help others.
Samia, who has played hairdresser Maria Windass in the ITV soap for more than 20 years, is halfway through a course that teaches sufferers how to change their mindset.
And the actress, who is mum to daughter Freya, 11, and son Yves, five, says her newfound knowledge will help her control her own anxiety too.
Opening up during a chat about her New Year storyline, the 38-year-old says: “By learning how to be a therapist, I’ll be able to help myself and maybe help other people as well.
“I can relate to it. I’ve had different kinds of therapy for years and CBT is something quite practical.
“With my anxiety, it’s always like a sense of dread that something bad is going to happen. You feel like you are going to die, you can’t breathe.”
Samia, who is married to her former Dancing on Ice skate partner Sylvain, 40, has been busy doing her online course during lockdown.
She will get a diploma when she has completed it but the actress – who also studied reflexology two years ago – plans to keep on learning new skills.
“After that, I’ll do Indian head massage,” she says. “I want to do something constructive. My plan for next year is to finish both courses and I’d like to go on a nice holiday. But otherwise, I think this year has taught us all not to make any plans.”
Samia has just celebrated New Year’s Eve in a pub her husband built in the garden of their Cheshire home.
It’s a far cry from the Rovers Return but the bar was painstakingly put up by Frenchman Sylvain during lockdown.
Samia says: “Sylvain is really into upcycling so he built the bar out of old fence panels.
“It’s actually really nice. He put a gazebo up and fairy lights so it looks like a little Irish pub – even though there’s a big French flag in there! There’s also a heater, which looks like a fireplace with logs. It’s really cosy.”
Samia may be blissfully happy at home but her Weatherfield character Maria is nowhere near as lucky in love.
She recently announced she wanted to divorce her wheeler-dealer husband Gary, played by Mikey North, after becoming convinced he killed loan shark Rick Neelan.
Gary is currently languishing in jail, charged with the attempted murder of Adam Barlow – but the real culprit is his sister Faye.
Samia says: “Maria has finally put two and two together with Gary and has come up with the right answer. She’s upset and angry.”
She also jokes that her character has been the kiss of death for several Corrie actors.
Her first husband Liam Connor was killed, boyfriend Luke Britton and lover Charlie Stubbs were brutally dispatched and Aidan Connor committed suicide.
Several of her other lovers also left Weatherfield after their break-up, including Jason Grimshaw, Ali Neeson and Marcus Dent.
“When I’m paired up with a new guy I actually warn them,” Samia laughs. “I tell them I’m like the Black Widow of the show!”
Originally from https://www.mirror.co.uk/tv/tv-news/corrie-star-samia-training-become-23252981